Saturday, February 10, 2007
Thanks
Thank you guys for your kind comments. You can always contact me over this blog. My email address would not guarantee any faster response time. I'm sorry.
I'm not involved in any psychic community right now nor will I be any time soon. Telekinesis is not on the top of the list of my strategic goals in life and therefore the time I "sacrifice" for it is quiet limited. It's still one of the topic that most excites me though.
As you know, Psipog is gone, in a way. Now it's barely an archive. Sean said that he has reached his goals. I'm not sure if I have reached mine. You see "proof" has not been of any interest to me since the first successful telekinesis attempt. I've been greatly interested in the "how" and the "why" though.
Those questions still remain unanswered and frankly I feel somewhat depressed about it. We've been lacking the necessary support, equipment and knowledge from the beginning. Therefore the whole project was damned to failure from its start.
As I understand it, Sean has moved away from trying to answer those questions. The new strategic orientation of his new site will barely include the "fun" side of psychic abilities. A smart move in my opinion. Concentrate on what you have and what you can do best. Truly smart. I'm sure his new website will be a big hit.
I'm thinking about a new strategic position of my blog, too.
My strength has always been in explaining how to do TK in simple terms. I don't feel competent enough to talk about quantum mechanics or anything similar. It may help to create analogies, mental hooks that push your subconsciousness to a better performance, but at the bottom of it theres just training. Get better in the shortest time possible. Nothing else. Period.
In my opinion Telekinesis should belong to the huge area of self-development. Growth as an individual - that's where it takes us, gentlemen. Understand that there's more to life than your surroundings, explore your possibilities, put YOU in the driver's seat.
I want to keep posting about HOW to improve in telekinesis. For that I intend to spend a few hours a week for tk. I'm going to keep a journal and post significant advances and experiences. Let's see if I'll be able to "connect some dots". Now, forget about the scientific part of it, as we are truly in no position to work scientifically. Our strongest weapon is our personal experience, and that's what we are going to use from now on.
It's obvious that I don't post much, but when I do I like to post huge articles. That's how it's going to be in the future. I may post once a month, depends on whether I have something to say or not.
I'm not involved in any psychic community right now nor will I be any time soon. Telekinesis is not on the top of the list of my strategic goals in life and therefore the time I "sacrifice" for it is quiet limited. It's still one of the topic that most excites me though.
As you know, Psipog is gone, in a way. Now it's barely an archive. Sean said that he has reached his goals. I'm not sure if I have reached mine. You see "proof" has not been of any interest to me since the first successful telekinesis attempt. I've been greatly interested in the "how" and the "why" though.
Those questions still remain unanswered and frankly I feel somewhat depressed about it. We've been lacking the necessary support, equipment and knowledge from the beginning. Therefore the whole project was damned to failure from its start.
As I understand it, Sean has moved away from trying to answer those questions. The new strategic orientation of his new site will barely include the "fun" side of psychic abilities. A smart move in my opinion. Concentrate on what you have and what you can do best. Truly smart. I'm sure his new website will be a big hit.
I'm thinking about a new strategic position of my blog, too.
My strength has always been in explaining how to do TK in simple terms. I don't feel competent enough to talk about quantum mechanics or anything similar. It may help to create analogies, mental hooks that push your subconsciousness to a better performance, but at the bottom of it theres just training. Get better in the shortest time possible. Nothing else. Period.
In my opinion Telekinesis should belong to the huge area of self-development. Growth as an individual - that's where it takes us, gentlemen. Understand that there's more to life than your surroundings, explore your possibilities, put YOU in the driver's seat.
I want to keep posting about HOW to improve in telekinesis. For that I intend to spend a few hours a week for tk. I'm going to keep a journal and post significant advances and experiences. Let's see if I'll be able to "connect some dots". Now, forget about the scientific part of it, as we are truly in no position to work scientifically. Our strongest weapon is our personal experience, and that's what we are going to use from now on.
It's obvious that I don't post much, but when I do I like to post huge articles. That's how it's going to be in the future. I may post once a month, depends on whether I have something to say or not.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Still There
I haven't been online for quiet a long time now. I thought I'd update my blog as I see that still many people come here and I still get a bunch of messages on my PsiPog account.
So if some of my old friends haven't forgotten me, and if you guys happen to visit this place, here is an update about me, PsiPog, telekinesis, and *surprise* life in general.
I haven't talked to Sean for many months. I don't know what he's up to and how he's doing. Maybe I shall write an email. So many "shall-do's", so little time.
He's decision to abandon PsiPog was a surprise, I won't hide it. Still, a guy like me, who's been coming and going to and from the community during all those years, is in no position to criticize the lack of persistence of good ol' peebrain. I think he's done a great job and, as far as I can tell, he seems to have reached the personal goal he had for his project.
Today, I'm sure, he's working on another project that will surprise all of us even more than PsiPog. I've been thinking it may be something in self-development or self-help. A topic that is completely compatible with psionics and, in a way, seems to match exactly Sean's character. Whatever it may be I wish him luck and persistence and I still hope for a his huge comeback (even if its just about updating his blog :-P).
My life is quiet interesting, too. hehe
I've been working, studying (1 year left) and trying to setup a project that hopefully will give me a possibility in the near future to launch my own business. That's still a dream of mine and though it may seem to be far away to come true (as I have some financial trouble in my family) I'm not the one to give up hope.
My telekinesis is still waiting for my comeback on a dusty shelf somewhere hehe. My failing attempts to return are probably a pretty popular anecdote in the psi-community. I bet the problem is not just lack of time, but also of motivation. Maybe I've reached my goals, too? We've been where we wanted to be. We've planted that seed to let telekinesis grow in others. Maybe it's time to step down and let other heroes, other young people, take the lead?
I'm sure that telekinesis and the knowledge will always stay with me. And that thought, that we have been beyond the limits and that we have seen things other "mortals" don't see, that thought leaves a warm glowing feeling in my soul.
The glory of old empires never vanishes, it's there, in the background, casting a giant shadow on the path of future generations...
I'm having my experiences in OBE from time to time. And I will be back to TK as soon as life calms down a little, a thing that may not happen for some time. I'm still playing with small stuff when I get the time for it though :-)
Old habits never die hehehe
Anyway, I may post again soon.
Happy new year everyone!
=> NI
So if some of my old friends haven't forgotten me, and if you guys happen to visit this place, here is an update about me, PsiPog, telekinesis, and *surprise* life in general.
I haven't talked to Sean for many months. I don't know what he's up to and how he's doing. Maybe I shall write an email. So many "shall-do's", so little time.
He's decision to abandon PsiPog was a surprise, I won't hide it. Still, a guy like me, who's been coming and going to and from the community during all those years, is in no position to criticize the lack of persistence of good ol' peebrain. I think he's done a great job and, as far as I can tell, he seems to have reached the personal goal he had for his project.
Today, I'm sure, he's working on another project that will surprise all of us even more than PsiPog. I've been thinking it may be something in self-development or self-help. A topic that is completely compatible with psionics and, in a way, seems to match exactly Sean's character. Whatever it may be I wish him luck and persistence and I still hope for a his huge comeback (even if its just about updating his blog :-P).
My life is quiet interesting, too. hehe
I've been working, studying (1 year left) and trying to setup a project that hopefully will give me a possibility in the near future to launch my own business. That's still a dream of mine and though it may seem to be far away to come true (as I have some financial trouble in my family) I'm not the one to give up hope.
My telekinesis is still waiting for my comeback on a dusty shelf somewhere hehe. My failing attempts to return are probably a pretty popular anecdote in the psi-community. I bet the problem is not just lack of time, but also of motivation. Maybe I've reached my goals, too? We've been where we wanted to be. We've planted that seed to let telekinesis grow in others. Maybe it's time to step down and let other heroes, other young people, take the lead?
I'm sure that telekinesis and the knowledge will always stay with me. And that thought, that we have been beyond the limits and that we have seen things other "mortals" don't see, that thought leaves a warm glowing feeling in my soul.
The glory of old empires never vanishes, it's there, in the background, casting a giant shadow on the path of future generations...
I'm having my experiences in OBE from time to time. And I will be back to TK as soon as life calms down a little, a thing that may not happen for some time. I'm still playing with small stuff when I get the time for it though :-)
Old habits never die hehehe
Anyway, I may post again soon.
Happy new year everyone!
=> NI
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Values - NI's 3 pillars
I know that it's been a long time since my last post. I'm pretty bad at keeping an updated blog. Keep in mind though, that the idea behind this was to have a place where I can write down my ideas. I'm not here to entertain nor gain readership. I want to elaborate a map of where I come frome and where I'm going.
This said, I didn't have any time for telekinesis lately. I'm working on an e-commerce project that I hope will help me to become an entrepreneur. I know, many of you may think that I'm too much into materialism and that money and business has become more important in my life than personal development (including psionics and telekinesis). It's far more than that though. My aim is not to become rich and buy all the nice stuff. My goal is based on one of my three pillars.
Let me explain.
Lately, Sean, as well as other people, have been talking alot about beliefs and their connection to our perception (or personal creation) of reality. Beliefs are like background forces that push you to take choices in one way or another. The problem with beliefs is that they change all the time and aren't always correct or beneficial. A wrong belief can create a mental complex and actually hinder you in your life. For example, the fear of speaking in public may actually be a complex based on a subconscious belief that people "won't agree with you". Beliefs may help you, but they can also paralyze you in some aspects.
That's why it's important to keep a flexible belief system. Something you can work with and change whenever you need to. There is a problem with this approach though. If your inner self doesn't have anything stable, if you constantly change your beliefs, you create a pressure inside that may become very unpleasant. For example, you would take one decission today, but change your opinion tomorrow and so on. You would end up without knowing where to go or what to do, a constant stress and a battle within your own self.
To find inner peace and security a person needs something stable. Something that will never change. Something that will keep you on course no matter what. You can't always rely on your health, your money, your job and even your family. One day or another you can lose it all. What then?
Show me what you have got when you have nothing left. Show me what you've got.
The only thing that shouldn't change in your life are your values and your principles. Values are like pillars that hold everything else that happens in your inner life. When your beliefs are in conflict with each other, when you don't know what road to choose, when you lose it all, when you are down and life keeps kicking you, there is always something you can rely on. Something you can use to find out what to do next. Your pillars. Your values.
One should carefully decide about what his/hers pillars are. If you change them as often as you change your beliefs, then they become unimportant. Values must be strong to be useful. And if you want them to be strong they have to last forever. And you have to actually use them. Live by your values.
Your pillars will continue growing and you'll end up showing an incredible strength of character. Enough to support yourself and others when times get ugly. People will naturally seek your company.
So why entrepreneurship? It's simple: freedom.
My pillars are three:
Freedom
Peace
Fortitude
FREEDOM. Freedom includes the ability to take your own decissions and choices. Choices give you also flexibility. To be responsible. To live your own life. To become independent in all possible aspects. To aspire for more. The ability to live the life at its fullest.
PEACE. Peace with others and with yourself. The ability to relax. The ability to "crack jokes" about your situation when times get ugly. The ability to smile when you face a storm. The ability to let go. The ability to stay calm when everyone else panics.
FORTITUDE. Includes courage, strength and determination. Courage to follow your path. Strength to support you and others. Determination to reach your goals. Courage to admit your errors. Courage to say what you think and to show what you feel when you are most vulnerable. Fortitude to stand tall in stormy weather. Ability to stand up after falling down. Courage to fall down in the first place. Self-confidence.
So when I stood before a choice what to use my 6 free hours on Sunday for. I took a look at what's important on the long run. Telekinesis gives me control over small things. I can control matter with my mind. Fine.
Does it give me any more freedom? Not really. It doesn't really expand the boundaries in my life. It doesn't give me any more choices. It has changed my perspective, my beliefs. But that's all about it.
Does it give me any more peace? No.
Strength? Power to move matter with your mind. Maybe it gives some physical strength, that isn't really necessary. And maybe some inner strength because you gaine some confidence that you can achieve bigger things.
What about my business project?
I know that if I pursue that goal, then, some day in the future, I won't depend on somebody else. I can't take the idea that somebody else controls my time, my life. The point here is to become in full control of my time and my life, so, in the future, I can work on other things I really like (like TK). I want to take choices in my life, I want to enjoy it and to live it according to my judgement. Entrepreneurship is the only lifestyle I can imagine myself living. Even if I'll be poor and earn less than with a regular job, this decission is still closer to my values.
Entrepreneurship is also what makes you harder inside and gives you "fortitude". Everyone dreams about bigger thing, but since most of us are looking for security, very few actually follow our dreams. Security is for cadavers. As long as you live you should learn to push hard, to live hard. Entrepreneurship opens up a world of instability and options. Risk and opportunities. Perfect, if you want to learn how to fall down and how to stand up. Perfect to gain self-confidence.
I've learnt to swim by falling into water when I was small. I'll learn to live the same way. I'll throw myself into the sea of endless possibilities.
Finally, the point of this post is that, telekinesis probably isn't the most important thing in your life. And that should be mentioned in my second persepctive.
I'll be posting updates and thoughts as they emerge. About tk and about my lifestyle. By now, keep in mind my second perspective :-)
This said, I didn't have any time for telekinesis lately. I'm working on an e-commerce project that I hope will help me to become an entrepreneur. I know, many of you may think that I'm too much into materialism and that money and business has become more important in my life than personal development (including psionics and telekinesis). It's far more than that though. My aim is not to become rich and buy all the nice stuff. My goal is based on one of my three pillars.
Let me explain.
Lately, Sean, as well as other people, have been talking alot about beliefs and their connection to our perception (or personal creation) of reality. Beliefs are like background forces that push you to take choices in one way or another. The problem with beliefs is that they change all the time and aren't always correct or beneficial. A wrong belief can create a mental complex and actually hinder you in your life. For example, the fear of speaking in public may actually be a complex based on a subconscious belief that people "won't agree with you". Beliefs may help you, but they can also paralyze you in some aspects.
That's why it's important to keep a flexible belief system. Something you can work with and change whenever you need to. There is a problem with this approach though. If your inner self doesn't have anything stable, if you constantly change your beliefs, you create a pressure inside that may become very unpleasant. For example, you would take one decission today, but change your opinion tomorrow and so on. You would end up without knowing where to go or what to do, a constant stress and a battle within your own self.
To find inner peace and security a person needs something stable. Something that will never change. Something that will keep you on course no matter what. You can't always rely on your health, your money, your job and even your family. One day or another you can lose it all. What then?
Show me what you have got when you have nothing left. Show me what you've got.
The only thing that shouldn't change in your life are your values and your principles. Values are like pillars that hold everything else that happens in your inner life. When your beliefs are in conflict with each other, when you don't know what road to choose, when you lose it all, when you are down and life keeps kicking you, there is always something you can rely on. Something you can use to find out what to do next. Your pillars. Your values.
One should carefully decide about what his/hers pillars are. If you change them as often as you change your beliefs, then they become unimportant. Values must be strong to be useful. And if you want them to be strong they have to last forever. And you have to actually use them. Live by your values.
Your pillars will continue growing and you'll end up showing an incredible strength of character. Enough to support yourself and others when times get ugly. People will naturally seek your company.
So why entrepreneurship? It's simple: freedom.
My pillars are three:
Freedom
Peace
Fortitude
FREEDOM. Freedom includes the ability to take your own decissions and choices. Choices give you also flexibility. To be responsible. To live your own life. To become independent in all possible aspects. To aspire for more. The ability to live the life at its fullest.
PEACE. Peace with others and with yourself. The ability to relax. The ability to "crack jokes" about your situation when times get ugly. The ability to smile when you face a storm. The ability to let go. The ability to stay calm when everyone else panics.
FORTITUDE. Includes courage, strength and determination. Courage to follow your path. Strength to support you and others. Determination to reach your goals. Courage to admit your errors. Courage to say what you think and to show what you feel when you are most vulnerable. Fortitude to stand tall in stormy weather. Ability to stand up after falling down. Courage to fall down in the first place. Self-confidence.
So when I stood before a choice what to use my 6 free hours on Sunday for. I took a look at what's important on the long run. Telekinesis gives me control over small things. I can control matter with my mind. Fine.
Does it give me any more freedom? Not really. It doesn't really expand the boundaries in my life. It doesn't give me any more choices. It has changed my perspective, my beliefs. But that's all about it.
Does it give me any more peace? No.
Strength? Power to move matter with your mind. Maybe it gives some physical strength, that isn't really necessary. And maybe some inner strength because you gaine some confidence that you can achieve bigger things.
What about my business project?
I know that if I pursue that goal, then, some day in the future, I won't depend on somebody else. I can't take the idea that somebody else controls my time, my life. The point here is to become in full control of my time and my life, so, in the future, I can work on other things I really like (like TK). I want to take choices in my life, I want to enjoy it and to live it according to my judgement. Entrepreneurship is the only lifestyle I can imagine myself living. Even if I'll be poor and earn less than with a regular job, this decission is still closer to my values.
Entrepreneurship is also what makes you harder inside and gives you "fortitude". Everyone dreams about bigger thing, but since most of us are looking for security, very few actually follow our dreams. Security is for cadavers. As long as you live you should learn to push hard, to live hard. Entrepreneurship opens up a world of instability and options. Risk and opportunities. Perfect, if you want to learn how to fall down and how to stand up. Perfect to gain self-confidence.
I've learnt to swim by falling into water when I was small. I'll learn to live the same way. I'll throw myself into the sea of endless possibilities.
Finally, the point of this post is that, telekinesis probably isn't the most important thing in your life. And that should be mentioned in my second persepctive.
I'll be posting updates and thoughts as they emerge. About tk and about my lifestyle. By now, keep in mind my second perspective :-)
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Sundays
I still feel that I'm somehow facing a dead end. So many years without telekinesis. Who might have thought that it would be that difficult to come back? Is it really difficult? Or is it just me?
I can't find any time to practice. Each time I start and face a bigger object I get impatient because I know that my schedule is full and that there are so many other more productive things I could be doing at this moment.
I'm going to try a different approach instead. I'll take Sundays off. No matter how much work I might have and no matter how many projects might be waiting for me, I'll rest on Sundays. Sunday shall be a day for yourself. You should rest and take care of your inner self.
And I'm sure that TK will lead me to a better understanding and control over my own self one day. I think it's vital at this point to sacrifice one day of the week to get further as a person.
One day...
..one day reaching beyond the scope I have right now. Release all beliefs and just face it as it is. The naked truth of reality.
It shall be a Sunday.
I've tried it today. I relaxed some time on the beach. Took a walk. Visited the gym. Took a nap. Read some stuff at Sean's and Steve's place and practiced some TK.
I still feel the pressure that I should be working. Tomorrow I've got an interview with an employee and maybe I should prepare for it...? These thoughts are haunting me creating pressure, impatience and frustration when I try to practice. Maybe I've become a workaholic meanwhile. I think it's going to take some time to get used to the feeling that I've got a day just for myself. And when I get used to it, I'll be able to fight that pressure.
And then, then telekinesis will flow naturally all by itself.
I can't find any time to practice. Each time I start and face a bigger object I get impatient because I know that my schedule is full and that there are so many other more productive things I could be doing at this moment.
I'm going to try a different approach instead. I'll take Sundays off. No matter how much work I might have and no matter how many projects might be waiting for me, I'll rest on Sundays. Sunday shall be a day for yourself. You should rest and take care of your inner self.
And I'm sure that TK will lead me to a better understanding and control over my own self one day. I think it's vital at this point to sacrifice one day of the week to get further as a person.
One day...
..one day reaching beyond the scope I have right now. Release all beliefs and just face it as it is. The naked truth of reality.
It shall be a Sunday.
I've tried it today. I relaxed some time on the beach. Took a walk. Visited the gym. Took a nap. Read some stuff at Sean's and Steve's place and practiced some TK.
I still feel the pressure that I should be working. Tomorrow I've got an interview with an employee and maybe I should prepare for it...? These thoughts are haunting me creating pressure, impatience and frustration when I try to practice. Maybe I've become a workaholic meanwhile. I think it's going to take some time to get used to the feeling that I've got a day just for myself. And when I get used to it, I'll be able to fight that pressure.
And then, then telekinesis will flow naturally all by itself.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Beliefs
Sean said in one of his recent posts that you should use your own set of beliefs (your inner model of reality) to create your own psi techniques that work for YOU. I believe it's an efficient method to achieve good results quickly. It's easier fot your subconscious to play by the "rules" it has already got.
However, I also believe that one should learn to create a flexible set of beliefs, a reality model that you can quickly adapt to new points of view.
Maybe it all comes down to what your goals are. If you use your beliefs and create your own "ways" you will progress quickly. If you learn to abandon all beliefs and replace them with "possibilities", if you create a flexible reality model, I think you may reach a better understanding of what really happens during the psi phenomenon.
Progress or Understanding.
This requires some thought. I'll post more about it later.
=> NI
BTW... Meet my new playmate :)
However, I also believe that one should learn to create a flexible set of beliefs, a reality model that you can quickly adapt to new points of view.
Maybe it all comes down to what your goals are. If you use your beliefs and create your own "ways" you will progress quickly. If you learn to abandon all beliefs and replace them with "possibilities", if you create a flexible reality model, I think you may reach a better understanding of what really happens during the psi phenomenon.
Progress or Understanding.
This requires some thought. I'll post more about it later.
=> NI
BTW... Meet my new playmate :)
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